i no that none of you are even awake rite now an i no this is probably dumb to do at 5 in the morning but my good friend chelsey moore and myself cant exactly sleep. the reason is very..complex an if ur reading this i hope u can understand. josh, our very own wangster, has been gone for wat seems like forever in my book. an it just so happens that chelsey an i happened to get on the subject tonight or this morning whichever you prefer.an we started talking about the wonderful and tough times we had shared with him. its really hard to talk about becasue quite frankly the truth is it reduces me to a sobbing little baby.happy i said it.
Josh i dont care if u ever read this or not im gonna always remember the last fun time i had with you like it was yesterday. remember the V-day dance. lol you thot u were the shit in ur whit blazer,red tie, an old jeans an sneakers.u always were that kinda person werent you?i no ur going thro some ruff times now an so are we. without u we hav nobody to guard us from all the things that could hurt us. nobodys here to make even the most retarded/depressing things fun! we hav officially decieded u r our guradian angel. u were sent here for a reason an that was to watchout for all of us. an ur just takin a lil vaca an we no that. but dont stay away for to long u hav already reduced us to cry babys i can just imagine u laughin at me for cryin. an then ud help me get over it. ur like an older brother to me. u were always there for me no matter wat it was u would always beat the crap outta whoever it was. an i no wen u said sunthin like that u meant it.
chelsey is another story she almost gave up on you. I no shes hurt u in the past an uve hurt her all the same but we hav to get over tha past an look to the future.(remember that lil promise that u made her for graduation day*wink*) she needs u i need u everyone needs you. weather or not they openly addmit it they miss u. so if you ever read this i want u to no that every word is the soli truth! i sware in blood u are gona come back be our angel again an everythin will go back to the way it was in 7th grade all the crazy risky shit we did, the fun memories we made, an the new frends we gained! I can honestly say that was the best year of my life an its gonna take some powerful stuff to pass that up.lol. im gona rite a book i swear! about seventh grade. it doesnt hav to be published or read by anybody but i want all our friends to read their own story about some crazy kids in 7th grade that would giv anything to make it last forever.............